slightly peeved, but not

Well, one of my youtube videos was suspended because I used a song by HelloGoodbye. I guess should've seen that coming, but I gave credit and everything, so I don't know. Oh well. I did quite like that video actually because it made me laugh, but I guess I'll have to make a new one that I can have on there publicly and whatnot. I guess this means I'll have to be creative and such, but I lack the time for it...so boo on that one.

At least I can still watch the video privately on my laptop, which is fine. I think I'll make my own music next time or whatever, but that requires me to get that guitar. hahaha. I do want it though, but I mean, I don't NEED it, so I can wait until I get paid again...that'd be nice. =]

OH! So, it has been confirmed...Natalie, Adam and I will be going as V from V for Vendetta for Halloween! Wheee! I got the mask already. xD



Yeah...he's always such a cheery looking fellow, isn't he? hahaha. I'm really excited about being him this year and whatnot. I'm also excited about my birthday coming up in about a week and a half. I'll finally be 21 and I can't wait. It's like turning 18, but better this time. I don't think we'll get lost for three hours and wind up getting Jamba Juice in Downtown Disney. hahaha. Good times.

I aced my paper in Sociology, but I have my exam in there this week..EEEEP! I have yet to read the contents of the book...shame shame...I know...I read a few chapters, but the exam is on like 8 chapters...AHHHH!!! 'm slightly intimidated, but not. I don't know. haha. Well, that's all I really have to say at this given moment. I might be on some other time to post a vlog or blog...whatever comes first.

Lying Friends

Ha. So, Adam and Natalie totally lied to me and Bobby, not that I care too much for Bobby, mind you. haha. Natalie called me and told me that we were going to the beach after I was done babysitting and Bobby was off work. Well, we wound up not going to the beach, but to a little street sale thing in Oceanside and then into a kick ass bus. It was pretty damn awesome, I must admit. I'm still shooting that the people that created said magnificent bus were of the cult-ish nature, but they know how to make amazing buses. I as in utter awe...no joke. The bus had two stories and the seats turned into bunk beds and then a little dining table area had double bunk bed power. Amazing. There were little balcony sites within the bus as well. The lady talking to us gave me chills though, so I didn't take a free cookie. You know the saying, "someone drank the kool-aid?" Well, I'm no much of a kool-aid lover and so, that wasn't going to happen. hahaha.

After that, we saw these amazing ukuleles and well, I wanted one...DUH! But, being the dumb butts Natalie and I are...we only had credit cards and NO CASH! We're honestly never thinking things through...it's a shock we're alive. hahaha. Well, Bobby and Adam didn't want to purchase said instruments for us, even though my day of birth is creeping up and that saddened me. Anyway, reason we drove the good hour out there...a hookah bar. Yup, Adam and Natalie wanted to go to one and didn't think to tell me or Bobby until we were in Adam's bus. hahaha. Those jerks. Poor Bobby was dressed for the beach though...he had his trunks on and a tank...it was like 6 pm when we left to go. Idiot...

So, apparently Adam was stupid and here wasn't a bar there...our traveling was filled with failure. Damn. But, Adam wasn't going to quit...oh no...we had to keep going...goodness...we wound up driving down to San Marcos and going into a GuitarCenter just to ask one of the guys working there if they knew of a place...lo and behold...someone did! Yup...we were getting somewhere...and while Adam did that...Natalie and I asked the guy in a wheelchair to get us the ukulele that was the cheapest and it happened to be on the tallest shelf so this really cute guy got it and let me hold it. I began playing it poorly since the thing wasn't even tuned let alone strung tight enough to be plucked at. hahaha. Well, he wound up tightening the four strings and played it. I wound up playing the bongos and having an older gentleman stare at me. That was fun.

Well, once at the bar, we get the hookah order and then sat outside and people were drunk and loud as hell. Adam and I sat down while Natalie and Bobby were getting friendly and ordering food. The place looked shady...Adam and I were like "Hell no...we're not eating here..." Apparently their double cheeseburgers kicked ass though. Weird. As we were smoking the flavored tobacco through a water pipe, someone hit the manager's car and drove off. All Hell broke loose.

Yeah, that was good stuff. I left out a few things because I'm sure this is long enough already, but it was effin hilarious. hahahaha.

tsk tsk tsk

Wow...so it's been awhile since I've updated this thing and I guess it's because I've been into Snapvine and YouTube. Hahaha. I just get distracted and I've been sick. Oh, and there's no real point in me posting anymore on my audio one simply because I'm doing that on Snapvine now.

I guess making a video and talking or just talking in general is just loads easier, but I look like utter shit right now and I feel like typing for some odd reason. hahaha. Weird.

So, what's new with me...

I've been sad. Despite how I appear online and whatnot or been on the phone or on messenger...I've been downright horrible. I know...that means I've lied. The only thing that has made me smile as of late was a stupid video I made. Yeah, click it. I dare you. Anyway, things have been just frustrating and I haven't been in the best state to be dealing with things. I went completely radical on myself and chopped my hair off and then dyed it and ditched my classes. Yeah, this isn't good, right? I've even been neglecting the gym, which is strange for me. I love going...or at least I did.

This is like a sad post and I don't like that, but it's my fucking blog so I can say whatever the fuck I want in it...you choose to read it or not and whatever. My hand is going numb again...I think it's just me being on so much and whatnot, but I'm not sure. I hate doctors so I don't plan on getting that checked out unless my hands begins turning purple or something. I am stubborn. Heh. I'm hella tired, but not able to sleep, so I'm on here and listening to Michael Buck talk and whatnot. It's more like background static. No offense, Buck. <3

Okay, well I dropped my Anthropology class because I really think I will fail if I continue to be in it, but not attend. As for my other class that I have been avoiding, I enjoy the subject greatly, so I think I'll be fine with that. I hope so anyhow, but if I do badly on the first one, I'll make it up on the rest, I know that for certain. Apparently I'm an anxious person and a bit depressed and that doesn't help anything. I'm just not really caring about anything to be frank. I do care about one thing for certain, I care about taking care of Jasmin, my baby niece. Yeah, her smile makes me happy and I just want to keep her safe. I love that child to death, I really do. I mean, I do still care for my loved ones and friends, but like other things that used to interest me...don't. Utter failure...I know...but I can't help it at the moment.

Well, this update on me is shit. Damn. I'm sorry that I fail. Blah.